Posts tagged: randomthoughts

Wow.

Cynicism does pay off.

Horrid, disgusting people.

On a completely random note:

It sucks when you realize that some people are only friends with you because nobody else would listen to their rants and ravings. Yup. Veeeery reassuring.

Also: it sucks how everyone, apparently, does not know of “good manners” and of “not being rude”. Shouldn’t this be part of the scope of “common sense”?

I still wonder if there’s someone out there who believes in the same things I believe in.

Knowing that that person exists would be the greatest reassurance I’ll ever get from this world.

in between quiet sobs

(Something is

missing—)

(its absence isn’t

my fault)

(and all the more is it

not yours)

(but it makes me

feel lonely)

(sometimes)

I am more confused than ever!!! GRAH

such fragile skin i have

Oh, Summer. If only you could see yourself at the end of the movie.

(Also, ditto^ to my past self. After watching 500 Days of Summer for more than four times now, I finally understand what it’s trying to say/imply. Still an amazing movie, though, despite the multiple analyses you can arrive at by watching it. Haha, it’s awesome how I used to disagree with its main point, and now, I sort of do agree with it. I can’t believe I used to have such an idealistic stance on love. Apparently love isn’t supposed to be ideal— it can be, but most of the time, it just is what it is without trying too hard. Love is… amazing… that way.)

… holy crap, I’m getting cheesier by the moment. D:

  • enthusiasm does get ahead of me sometimes
  • argh i’m going to die of a heart attack
  • yeah these bullets are stupid but fun
  • silly silly self, expecting so highly of people
  • why am i dependent on other people anyway
  • this sucks
  • trying then failing sucks
  • forgetting important things sucks even more
  • the lack of a colorful vocabulary sucks more than all these other things suck
  • WHAT
  • that awkward moment when you realize that your personality changes with the language you use to talk to people. hrghhhhhhhhh scumbag brain wth go straighten yourself up i am sick of you
  • fakfjlekjglkjgaklfjakfjakghajfjafjelfjlyj GAH
  • :(
  • i want to go out and travel to places i’ve never seen before because maybe i’d find what i’ve been wanting to find over there
  • jrkajrkeajfkaejf what am i saying
  • what am i looking for
  • gah my life is sucky, and it sucks how it might seem like i’m whiny and bitter and “tired” or whatever like one of those first-world-problem-people. yeaaaaaaaaaaaaahno. legit suckiness. maybe. i don’t know. when all the bad things pile up on you, all your problems suddenly seem legit and worth ranting over. whaaaat.
  • ranting is overrated. why aren’t my problems solved yet. oh my god. loljkkkkkkkkkkkk
  • THIS POST IS STUPID AND IMMATURE and i’m just going to sleep now because that’s what terrible people do at 11:31 at night. fkakjaef stupid numbers what
  • where has my sanity gone
  • why can’t people just all be perfect pleaseee why flaejfjaef

thoughts at 2am

  • maybe people just need new friends to get better.
  • i don’t have to like everyone if i don’t feel like it. just as long as i don’t hate anyone, then my peace of mind will remain… peaceful.
  • bursts of inspiration usually come when you’re already sleepy.
  • paranoia can do things to you.
  • why. do. things. happen. if. they’re. going. to. end. or. disappoint. you. anyway.