February 2012
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spur of the moment writing / this is what i feel...
February 29, 2012. 3:40am.
i know i’ve always loved the night for more reasons than one, but it took me quite a while to realize that i’ve spent nearly all my nights with you— eating, talking, even arguing, or just sitting quietly side by side, inhaling and exhaling the same air— and i guess that’s what made all my nights so beautiful, thus far. i guess my love for...
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my teacher: where is your homework?
me: may I deliver it to you through interpretive dance
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February's coming to a close, and...
Politics and I don’t mix very well.
I’m still very much in love with writing, thank you very much.
The books I’ve yet to read are piling up, and I still haven’t read the last chapter of The Secret Garden yet. Curse my tight schedule (mostly filled with random food trips and late night programming)!
Sleeplessness is still my archenemy. -___-
I’m happier now than...
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You’re going to make mistakes in life. It’s what you do after the mistakes that...
– Brandi Chastain
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Everything suddenly feels right.
… okay, not technically.
But now, I’m more than willing to make everything right.
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Thank God; I finally learned how to be honest with myself and just go with how I feel.
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@spontaaa-land
spontaaa-land replied to your post: enthusiasm does get ahead of me sometimes argh…
I miss reading about how asdfghj you’re feeling. :)) kinda insensitive, don’t you think? But know that there’s someone here who understands the terrible things you write at 11:31 at night.
Oh you! xD Well… I do miss writing about how asdfghj I’m feeling, so… LOL \:’D/
Wah! Thank...
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enthusiasm does get ahead of me sometimes
argh i’m going to die of a heart attack
yeah these bullets are stupid but fun
silly silly self, expecting so highly of people
why am i dependent on other people anyway
this sucks
trying then failing sucks
forgetting important things sucks even more
the lack of a colorful vocabulary sucks more than all these other things suck
WHAT
that...
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Ugh.
Disappointment strikes yet again. I’m not even sure why, this time. I just feel so much hatred towards everything right now, and I don’t think that’s a great way to spend my last “free” night. (Today was amazing; I don’t even know why there’s this sudden mood shift. Hah. Or maybe I do.)
Aaaaaah. After all those days of working hard, I’m back in the...
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more of those realizations or thoughts or...
oh hell no. never again.
i can’t change anyone; people must change for themselves. else, only their facades would be able to change.
disappointment is everywhere.
you have proven, time and again, that you are my one and only source of joy/inspiration/will to keep me going. i have gone through so many rough patches in the past year and a half that i thought i’ve had enough. but you...
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thoughts at 2am
maybe people just need new friends to get better.
i don’t have to like everyone if i don’t feel like it. just as long as i don’t hate anyone, then my peace of mind will remain… peaceful.
bursts of inspiration usually come when you’re already sleepy.
paranoia can do things to you.
why. do. things. happen. if. they’re. going. to. end. or. disappoint. you....
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Ah.
A stranger.
You’re supposed to be a stranger— an acquaintance, at the very most. But technology makes it so easy to challenge the fine line between “observer” and “overseer”.
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I’d rather not stalk you.
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When people are causing you pain, or are getting angry with you, realize that...
– Orin, Personal Power Through Awareness (via nirvikalpa)
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