I knew it.
You see, when I take things seriously, and I mean REALLY seriously, I tend to turn into a… perfectionist… of sorts, and right now, I’m taking this whole life-fixing thing more seriously than I ever have. (Because uh I’d rather not turn 20 without trying to actually FEEL like I’m turning 20.)
Now, there’s nothing wrong with being a perfectionist. In fact, it’s something everyone should strive to be.
The only problem I’m finding in this is that: disappointment now comes way too easily, and that means people can disappoint me easily, and that means I might get annoyed at people more often now. Sadly, loneliness and isolation seem to become more and more appealing to me (— attractive, even), despite the constant disagreement of “my heart”.
See, this is why I don’t enjoy taking things seriously. But… it’s a must if I want to attain everything I believe will make me happy, or content, at the very least.
This issue needs to be resolved soon. School’s about to start, and I have to make some sort of compromise, quick.
It’s funny how people are all the same— no, no, I mean, it’s really funny! I mean, I’m not being sarcastic or anything.
It’s just… funny. People hate each other, fight each other. Because of misunderstandings— the inability to have enough patience to place oneself in another’s shoes. It’s funny because… when you look at all of them closely, you’ll see that
they are all the same.
And I am no exception.
So I’ve heard: you end up hating people that remind you most of what you hate about yourself.
The universe is laughing at us all.
The Summer Project 2013
Category: Song Cover
Song: Sunshine & City Lights - Greyson Chance
VERSION 2: WITH THE PIANO THIS TIME!
So I finally got a chance at using our living room (since the piano’s there and all) andand I decided to redo this song because I honestly hate the one I posted previous to this.
I’m quite happy with this one. :’3 Because yay I finally got to use the piano again (and be all free and whimsical and absolutely wingy [ahaha because I wing stuff and it’s something I really shouldn’t be proud of] andand… NODAME!)! oh btw please excuse the voices at the start lol that’s just my mom being… my mom *u*;;;
I had to record my piano-playing and my voice separately though, because I figured one had to suffer if I did both at the same time, and lol I wanted this particular cover to be near-perfect.
(There’re some obvious cuts with the piano-playing though— because I made a lot of pauses when I shouldn’t have. u_u MUST PRACTICE A LOT MORE THEN!)
EDIT: I ALMOST FORGOT GRAH I SWEAR I DIDN’T MEAN TO!
This was the first thing I was supposed to type down but… *amnesia*
ANYWAY HI GUYS
This particular cover is dedicated to my good friend, Francis! ;u; [who most probably won’t see this post anymore but oh well ;_;]
(Partly because I’ve been a huge ass [which is a word I should really stop saying too often], partly because the lyrics’re sorta relevant [?!?! jk idk jk eeeghhg], and partly because he’s awesome. )
SO YES YOU’D BETTER FIND HIM AWESOME TOO because I will slaughter you if you don’t
(I’m sorry for being a jerky jerk. :< Here’s my voice to make you feel better. [Or worse. ;_;])
ANYWAY, ENJOY EVERYONE (HU HU HU)
Because I haven’t posted any in a while. :’)
Justin Bartels, Impression
‘The series focuses on the clothing that women think they should wear, or are told what to wear, to impress someone in a sexual manner. There is a physical mark that is left from these clothes, showing the discomfort women go through.’